Life is running y'all. It's hard but manageable. Apologized to the friend I disappeared from. She hasn't responded, so I suspect she might be more angry, which is alright if she is. I wasn't smart. Been really stressed. Essays tests, etc. To be honest the stress is really getting to me. Probably won't be facing the group for a while, don't know if I need to hang out with them again. Were they real friends? Did I gain anything? Those are the questions floating around in my head. I'm getting tired of constant stress and worry. Entering a social group constantly having to rectify some form of drama that's occurred is killing me. I miss the days